Fences – Tickets – The Casbah – San Diego – San Diego, CA – June 13th, 2019

Fences

Casbah presents

Fences

Photo Ops

Thu, June 13, 2019

Doors: 8:30 pm / Show: 9:30 pm

The Casbah - San Diego

San Diego, CA

$12.00 - $14.00

This event is 21 and over

Fences
Fences
“Horse Not Running”
I’ve exited black tinted windowed vans in back alleys of tv studios to be met by young women and men in tie dye
t-shirts with Fences screen printed horizontally in white. Some giving me notes and drawings. Drawings of me in
pen, all the shapes on my face matching when held up. New Mexico, cheek. Often a song title on top in some sort
of banner. My girl the horse, my mountain is cold. Sometimes they cry, sometimes I would cry too.
I’ve played in bars to a single man mopping, sometimes lifting his head to make eye contact with me then
returning to the bar to wipe a glass as if hollowing it out. I have had a bell curve or more accurately put, pendulum
of a “career”. Highs like Everest and lows like sleeping bags in Portland parks.
How did I get here? Why do people care? This connection to other human beings has been my life’s greatest
mystery and joy. Regardless of my confusion and self loathing nature I knew I had and I know have to keep going.
The tears that fell in London have driven me to once again place the capo on the third fret and try to make sense of
all of this mess. For you, for me, for no one sometimes.
My mother a chord, my daughter a melody, my right hand driven by god or Django Reinhardt. I have all my albums
on vinyl or at least someone I know has them for safe keeping. My life poured onto a thin black wax the size of a
dinner plate. Failure Sculptures is my favorite plate.
It holds the sweat of a Tennessee night and the fireflies that stopped glowing the moment I put them in a pint
glass. It has the car rides with the street lights breaking and splintering like veins against the summer storm
windshield. It has a stool and a microphone and the most drunken warm warble we could muster with modern
technology.
I remember specifically the sound of birds from open windows, lawnmowers, a cat put away in the other room.
Richie’s house, Patrick’s studio after closing, raiding the fridge and smoking by a flickering light covered in spider
webs. The beautiful humans who came to sing and perform in the chaotic play that is embarrassingly me.
After we finished the album I drove from Nashville to big sur in a broken car, a blue Volvo with stickers on the back
that made the driver behind us clear of our political stance. The car was not mine, the stance was not mine. But it
pushed us through miles of desert and I saw the sun rising and falling 4 times from the passenger window.
Big Sur, the deer, the bob cat and the cabin. The car angled by the sliding glass door. The beautiful driver often
sitting on the trunk and rolling cigarettes. I would walk in the woods and wait to hear the final mixes. Sometimes
you forget. Sometimes you have to wait.
I eventually headed up to Portland to meet Cheyenne, an artist and a large part of this story. We had a bond in our
dreams and even nightmares. Hawk filming, slow motion sage smoke and found footage. He the director and me
an admirer. “A mission” is the opening track of Failure Sculptures and the first video that was made. Our minds
brothers and our eyes projectors.
Everyone from this project has gone on with their lives. New relationships, new cities, countries, and even rehab.
We always do and we must. I however continue to hold its leash, wondering when the coyote is safe to run. When
will it be accepted and when do the people who cried in London with torn corner posters want to hear it? This has
always been about them.
Now I lay here in a wooden walled room waiting for you to hear it. It’s always a strange wait. I feel like a nervous
father at the foot of a hospital bed wondering how to even hold her when the light splits her eyes in lemon yellow.
When she breaths cold hospital air, replacing what once was water. When she stops swimming and I start
drowning in how much I love her. Albums are just births, artists are just nervous parents.
It has everything in it. It could read like a will.
Venue Information:
The Casbah - San Diego
2501 Kettner Blvd.
San Diego, CA, 92101
http://www.casbahmusic.com